This is something I don't talk about a lot ... and it's probably something I
should be talking about ... I don't feel comfortable with the subject because, quite frankly, it scares the living shit out of me ... so I don't talk about it with my closest friends ... or my family ... but for some reason ... today ... I'm going to share it with the people that read this blog ... the bulk of which are strangers ...
I think I don't talk about it because I don't think people realize how much it really scares me ... how much I avoid it ... and then I finally do say something ... and nobody responds ... leading to me posting about how it
actually hurt my feelings to have no responses on Facebook about it ...
So here it goes ... my kidney is slowly failing ... I say kidney because they already took
